2010 at a Glance

2010 has been a very challenging year for me. Tomorrow is supposed to be the last day of 2010 and I feel a little overwhelmed about the coming new year.

I started 2010 with a whimper, I know. I did not want to wake up on the new year and I did not bother to write on my new diary.

That is why I probably lost that diary over the piles of my old ones. In fact, I could not clearly remember how I spend my new year.

I don't want to forget this one though. I want it to be different this time.

January marked a lot of changes in my life. I resigned from my Local School Board Post and applied for a new job - that of being a Mobile Teacher for ALS.

I could not wait to get started. The first quarter saw me traipsing back and forth Passi City and Salngan. I was immature and I was very excited but I was also very lost and confused.

Summer was spent at WVSU for my Master's Degree. Nothing much there except I was not very attentive with my classes as I was once. I guess the career shift has made an impact in my life.

Bu June, things were picking up. I was made to do things I did not expect. Things I considered totally out of my league: like helping prepare plans and such - which I did not get to do much of before.

I also had to present in front of the Local School Board and the newly elected City Mayor at one time. Then, we also had to present about our programs and projects to all the Punong Barangay in the different barangays of the city.

I also had my first, official out of town trip - to Baguio nonetheless to attend the National Literacy Conference and Awards at Teachers Camp. I had my first airplane ride, my first view of Manila and then, Baguio. I loved the trip.

After Baguio, I felt I could take on anything. I have never been that far away from home before. Although I was with my boss at that time, it still felt cool to actually be doing things on your own.

Then, there was the Cebu seminar on the use of the ALS eManual at DepEd Ecotech. It was enlightening. And I went to Cebu all alone and even made the strange taxi ride from Mactan International Airport to Cebu City on my own.

That day, I learned I could do a lot of things even when I am alone. It annoyed my mother that I actually forgot to send a text message to my mother telling her that I have arrived at DepEd Ecotech Cebu. Well, I actually fell asleep and woke up at 3PM. It was a tiring trip!

BY November, I managed to procure a laptop which will keep in debt for a year, I guess, but still, little Acer is a good partner in crime. I am afraid I am spending a little too much time with him plotting and researching and reading like crazy... Sigh, I love those ebooks.

By December, I was able to help organize our participation in the Alumni Homecoming of our school. It was a new experience for me because I usually avoid reunions and such. The only reunions I attend were those of SILAK,the Official Publication of the College of Education of West Visayas State University (God, I missed saying that!).

It was an unforgettable year because of so many new things for me. The changes in my life and in my career has allowed for a glimpse of the me I never saw before - the person who can actually adapt to life and others. Oh, there were moments when I preferred hiding in my room than facing the outside world but I only have to ask for God's guidance and I managed to pry myself away from the proverbial chair.

The only things I missed this year are: a) family reunions , b) Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, c)The Chronicles of Narnia 3 (what was the title again?), d)a love life, e) Teaching English and Literacture, f ) teaching inside a classroom and, g)Silak Reunion (something happened to stop me from going).

I hope to make it next year though. I don't mind the absence of a love life because I still have so many responsibilities to see to. I still miss teaching English and Literature though. I miss the challenge and sometimes, I feel the need to study and teach the subjects eating me inside out. It has become a craving of my soul to walk into a classroom and teach oridnary high school students about the beauty and the wonder of the written word especially those in such a beautiful language as English...

Once a teacher, always a teacher...No one can take my heart away from that first love and longing and so, I will always long for that...

Anyway, another year is coming to a close...I hope to welcome the 1st day of January in the year of our Lord Two Thousand and Eleven with a clean slate...

A blessed new year for everyone...