Whew!!

Surprise!

My brother made me use the opera browser so I was able to update my post.

Well, how is everyone?I have been a lazy blogger this month, I know.

Life has grown ever more complicated nowadays. I have been through a lot of conflict. And there was a time there when I thought I will not be able to make it anymore.

Yep. A lot of career related heart aches. Some personal disappointments and some meager triumph dotted my way this time.

Oh, this is unrelated but I just loved 10,000 BC. I thought it would be about boring stone age, testosterone laden stuff but it was so beautiful. Yep, prophecy has many faces, many ways of coming true and I guess that ideal got stuck in my brain somehow.

It made me think about the decisions I have been forcing myself to make. I am not exactly unhappy about the decisions I have made but I know I have not pro-actively and consciously taken charge of my life.

Chances have knocked and I have turned them down... Now, I want to make something pro-active.I want to make a major makeover with the path my life has taken.

Whatever it is, I will keep everyone posted.

And yes, that decision to come out in the open has cost me a lot, emotionally and mentally. I have been battling with myself over this matter. I have decided and I am goign to make it.

If it becomes a successful venture for me, you guys will be the first to know, of course.

But what do you think? How does Heloise Abelard sound as a pseudonym?